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It's a long way to Alpha

by Cats from Alpha

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1.
Let you down 04:09
I really wanna let you down really wanna let you down see if you’re still around I really wanna let you down you’ve been enthralled with nothing at all, no And I want you to tone me down you really should, just put me down ‘cause I’m much too proud I really want you to nowhere to fall nothing at all to calm me I’d rather be an ugly bastard any day than having all those moron’s morals in my brain we don’t belong to any place, babe, don’t look the same as anyone around still how we waste I really wanna let them down really wanna let them down staring with a frown they’re really gonna hate me but I can cope with all of their scorn, I know I really wanna let them I’d rather be an ugly bastard any day than having all those moron’s morals in my brain I’m tired of walking their damned line and be somebody or be nobody it doesn’t make much change I really wanna let you down I really wanna call you up and go underground I really need to call you now I’d rather be an ugly bastard any day than having all those moron’s morals in my brain we’re flowers on concrete grown under the acid rain, we’re beautiful lost causes flashing woah-oh, we’re misfits darling woah-oh, we’re misfits darling woah-oh, we’re misfits darling woah-oh, we’re misfits darling
2.
Many times 03:58
Many times I have lost face Many times I’ve been a disgrace Many times I’ve just felt blue and low Many times I lost my voice Many times I had no choice Many times it was just noise I’ve been off the rails trying to find another pain covering what it hurts Many times I was to fall Many times it was my fault Many times I just didn’t know I was out of my head for days trying to give my loss a name but I can go without it I’ve felt alive above all I’ve felt alive above all I’ve felt alive above all I’ve felt alive Many times I’ve lost my faith Many times I’ve seen my fate Many times I’ve laughed at it as it were a joke that I can take and I can fill the empty days though not sure just what for but I’ve felt alive above all I’ve felt alive above all I’ve felt alive above all I’ve felt alive many times so many times many times so many times
3.
So dumb of me oh, I’ve not made my plea and I won’t ever get away with this Feel I’m out at sea oh, baby, let me be I forgot the whys that keep me at bay still I just play the game Show me how you do walking in this world like you’re nobody’s fool facing down the world like I’m told that I should oh no, I’ll never be this good And I just live in a dream sorry, I wasn’t made to be but another another in a day already ready to fade Show me how you do walking in this world like you’re nobody’s fool facing down the world like I’m told that I should They sell fakes of what real life is I go crazy, it all explodes in my mind our times are just exploiting our time Baby, can’t you see the torn halves of me running free Tell me how you do walking on thin air like nobody could modeling the truth like nobody should They’re fakes of what real life is, I know I shout, I wanna be out of control I’m blind, the daylight’s too much in the night and I’m crazy, it all explodes in my mind our times are just exploiting our time
4.
I should miss someone, I must have forgotten. Here, over the red bridge is the gate of heaven opening for me? I saw the season bring in the flowers and show its face to the sun no one gets today what’s here tomorrow. And I forget about myself and the things that I have not done and now it’s easy to let go in San Francisco San Francisco. “I wonder if this place has ever been new” and I almost heard the switch in my heart. You just said something “better know what you’re doing”, that’s leaving a life in pieces with dust around. Let’s be free now, alive in the air. And I can even forgive myself now I don’t wanna be someone else I lose myself in the bay’s mist San Francisco San Francisco San Francisco.
5.
Acid in the air corroding a grey sky you know someday it’s going to fall on us I open my umbrella don’t wanna see it coming have to find a good place to hide Gimme some hope - like it really mattered Gimme some hope - no, I’d rather not Gimme some hope - I guess we can learn Gimme some hope - if we get untied Gimme some hope - don’t know what it is Gimme some hope - it’s better to act Gimme some hope - I’ll give you a warning Gimme some hope - we better start thinking fast We’ve been slowing our brains but we blame the lack of time Would you mind if I say it’s not fine, it’s not right? Goes another day beyond a pinky sky suggesting us it’s gonna be fine but I’m calling up for help to a better sun outside I wanna scream but I must be dumb Gimme some hope - we don’t really need it Gimme some hope - we just want some lies Gimme some hope - do we need affection Gimme some hope - or something to buy Gimme some hope - don’t know what it is Gimme some hope - some thing of the past Gimme some hope - I’ll give you a warning Gimme some hope - we better start thinking fast We’ve been slowing our brains but we blame the lack of time Would you mind if I say it’s not fine, it’s not right? Wonder what to do with ourselves what to do with our lives Wonder if an alien would care or think we’re a waste of time Gimme some hope - like it really mattered Gimme some hope - no, I’d rather act Gimme some hope - I’ll give you a warning Gimme some hope - we’re gonna start sinking fast We’ve been slowing our brains but we blame the lack of time Heard the news that in space they’re vomiting on us Wonder what to do with ourselves what to do with our lives Wonder if an alien would care or think we’re a waste of time Wonder what to do with ourselves what to do with our lives Wonder if we get lost one day wouldn’t mean shit wouldn’t mean shit or would mean something to some?
6.
Bullied 03:33
Yeah, I must be so strange maybe I got an unusual frame or my brain is all wet or it’s the way that I dress Guess I’m weird, a queer, a loon and I see eyes that seem to doom my life and I’m having odd dreams so I am afraid to sleep Beautiful people are staring at me their perfect faces, their eyes so green they’re showing shining white teeth it’s not a smile, they’re laughing at me After they chased you in your sleep this is the usual daily shit, oh boy, life’s a crook and bullies you with its rules And what’s the fuss about being cool? It’s just a fucking day at school I’m just too young, I’m just too old and I hate myself, got nowhere to go They stomp your mind till you know they’re right the years have passed they just changed their style this emptiness that we call kindness lets monsters grow in the dim light and I hope that someday you can feel it sometimes I think that it’s just me now that I don’t ever get beaten no, you can’t see it but something bleeds I’m bleeding now bleeding now still bullied still bullied Yeah, I must be that strange
7.
I can feel my rage poisoning my blood as it gets closer to the surface burning up in my brain dripping down from my eyes spitting out of my mouth it’s so real but then why not? I got nothing to be ashamed of and you’re swines it’s your law not mine and I don’t care, whatever you say middle finger high in the air they’re your rules but certainly not mine You’re nothing to fall for nothing to fall for nothing to fall for you’re nothing at all Tell me again you’re right and you’ll excuse me but all this wisdom makes me puke I’m not a pawn in your game oil in your big machine, do you need someone to blame? you blame me and my free thought say that I am ruining this world and human kind well, your kind not mine and I loathe what you say middle finger high in the air to your rules and to your life You’re nothing to fall for nothing to fall for nothing to fall for you’re nothing at all How would you like to see me a slave of your sick culture again you just preach but I’m no child You’re nothing to fall for nothing to fall for nothing to fall for you’re nothing at all
8.
Psyched up 03:08
I can be nice in fact I’m the nicest guy if I remember to smile I must keep it in mind Here’s Joe Cool again spotlight, ‘cause I got that face so you can really say that I’m so alive, so alive I get psyched up for the wrong reasons and I’ll never figure out how to make a decision oh no all the wrong reasons and I’m dressed alright for another season, not this I’m all messed up, honey, I know I’m studying a way to shine just give me time I’ll be awesome I’ll make a splash, I know I might Here’s Joe Cool hanging ‘round the place I should be dancing but I’ve lost the pace and music just means nothing lately, no no, no I get psyched up for the wrong reasons and I’ll never figure out what’s the right decision, no no for the wrong reasons and I’m stuck now for I have no vision, o-oh all the wrong people and I’m dressed alright for another season, not this I’m all messed up, honey, I know I’m all messed up, honey, I know I’m all messed up, honey, I know Take a chance Take a chance Take a chance Turn me down I get psyched up for the wrong reason and I’m a mix of all the blame and concern and derision of the world all the wrong people and I’m stuck now, oh, I have no vision, no no I’m the wrong reason and it doesn’t sound like I’m the right decision for you I’m all messed up, honey, I know I’m all messed up, honey, I know I’m all messed up, honey, I know
9.
The problem is I just rely on memories that are too far faded out somewhere in badly written poems no truth in art I won’t try to live forever and I won’t try to make this better I couldn’t change one little thing so why can’t we all find new ways to make it right I’m sick of all the same lies while my soul’s in prison And we can waste our whole life on matters that are cold and leave us high and dry you ask me for the reason why but what do I know? what do I know? I know the time is rolling on it can’t be stopped, so let’s move on I will play my songs as they meant something like they were worthwhile at least they make me feel alive I may forget this pain and my soul in prison I won’t lie to you no, I won’t lie to get things through and I’ll play my songs as they meant something to you least I’m gonna try to move and make you feel alive we’re overtaken by the silence and my soul’s in prison in prison this soul in prison this soul in a fucking prison if there’s ever been a reason. No, there’s never been a reason.
10.
Got hurt again but I won’t cry ‘cause I’m too old to show them I am alive I guess Another bunch of Mr. Universes are coming to say our lives are just pathetic crap Down, down, down, down, down in our hell Down, down, down, down, down in our hell Down, down, down, down, down in our hell I go Down, down, down in our hell You will find me under the rainbow almost asleep on a lily meadow here you come here you come here you come Got hurt again but I won’t die the Cheshire Cat smiles in the sky Down, down, down, down, down in our hell Down, down, down, down, down in our hell Down, down, down, down, down in our hell with you Down, down, down, down, down, down we can go All we feel doesn’t mean a thing except for ourselves we’re useless kinds of dreams Down, down, down, down, down in our hell Down, down, down, down, down in our hell Down, down, down, down, down in our hell Down, down, down, down, down in our hell we go
11.
I won’t settle for this you know I have to try it doesn’t matter if I can’t win if you just stand by my side and thoughts they go astray somewhere deep in my mind and we may even call it happiness and I need this to stay as butterflies we float I need this to stay but all that comes goes away Time spares nothing on its way as I know it must still pretend that what I’ve cared for it won’t return to dust it won’t return to dust no, it won’t return to dust and we’re fooled by our own brains but we can make it alright and we may even call it happiness and I need this to stay as butterflies we float I need this to stay if only I had control stromatolites hold stories untold and secrets so defying of blue and green in a world so young And though we’re nothing but frail creatures standing upright I know that I won’t be afraid if you’re still here by my side

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